I did not know I had hate in me
till you pulled it out.
Like a fish being wrenched
from the throat of a bird.
But you were sick
where was my pity?
I searched for it among the cracks
in the pavement.
But I could not find it.
I spread my wings wide
over my babies and hissed,
hating what you had
turned me into.
Sometimes there are moments that make you question the person you thought you were. Where a challenging situation hits at the glue that holds you together, and everything becomes wobbly. This is about one of those times a few years ago.
Hear my words 
I wonder if hatred is a protection we put up when we feel threatened psychologically or physically by someone in a way that is just too close to us ? I can relate to this.